wow pete, i'm really sorry.

NO REALLY.

but as someone who doesn't know you at all from adam apart from on this forum, please understand what i said and the way i said it.

fair play to you mate. do what you wannna do, go the way you need to go. life is life. i know nothing of your circumstance, nothing about you and the way your life is. sometimes sitting behond a computer is easy - making judgements, applying words to your own life and thinking you know best.

i put my hands up man and apologise. i'm sorry. i wish you the best, i really do. you've actually been a great part of this forum.

good luck pete.

(and if you ever decide to come back into techno, you know there's alot of ppl here that totally respect you)