man, i am telling you: ALL OF US ARE HAVIN PROBLEMS, distribution getting tough, sales are down, but that is why it is called DEDICATION.

i have seen a whole lot in this game, ppl come, ppl go, ppl die, ppl get drummed out of the industry, ppl get discovered by big money, ppl get exploited, i bet i have seen more horrible shit go down in this industry than i did back in my days as a hustler on the streets back home. but that is the name of the game, and i aim to finish out my run on top, not on the sidelines whining that i am starving to death.


you got to play the hand dealt to ya. put one foot in front of the other and keep your eyes on the prize.



let's look at this with some realism for a moment:

when you got into this, it was probably a hobby. you knew you would n't be playing every weekend and so yopu did this music for yourself, out of love.... then something happened... i call it EGO. you realized you had been doing a dozen or so "quality" releases and still you couldn't eat from this shit, but now you EXPECTED that the world owed you a living and so you got pissed off and (forgetting those early days before your ego told you the world owes you a living) you decide to "retire" from a game you never mastered in the first place. does that about sum it up?

ask yourself:


what has changed within me? why is it that i am not happy being unkown but making my music and working hard, any more! i want more! sounds like jealousy. dont get me wrong, in the uk you have so many superstar djs that it would make one a bit jealous, understandably.........


anyway, in this situation you have two choices of action - if you are not happy because you dont get enough gigs to survive and your labels only sell 800 copies, you can

A - pick up your toys and go home

or


B- use your anger to motivate you tto change your situation, work hard, and break through the "obscurity" wall with your determination and dedication.


THERE IS NO PERFECT SITUATION.

i respect if somebody says "i dont like techno music anymore" but this IS A MATTER OF TASTE.

I AM JUST SICK OF ALL THE COMPLAINERS DOING NOTHING BUT DRAGGING THE REST OF US DOWN WITH THEM.