deaf, ive been up to the challenge since i picked up my dads 12 string at the age of eleven. in bands by 12..

now i'm hitting 32 soonish. 20 years. in many scenes. and ive had enuff of the battle. ive served my time & now i wish to do summat different with my live. to fight a different battle & try a different carrer. its my choice.

jus cos you dont choose to take the challenge, it doesnt mean you couldnt meet it.



i ran a club night at a loss for about 18 months out of love. ive worked for absolute gangsters jus to get my foot in the gig outta love. i ran a house night for mates out of love. ive played for free more times than i care to remember outta love. ive done posters & sound for mates gigs for free when they needed the support. ive filled in for djs & brought kit to ppl at the last minute. lent turntables & fx units & dj mixers & sat on the door for five hours at a dnb night i ran for mates & lost money...

all out of love.. or is it sheer blind stupidity



everyone is different. i repsect a lot of what you say, but the same way you were straight with chris, so others shall be onto you.

so... dont presume your the only one with a fight on your hands.



you have over 30 records out ? consider yourself very lucky.

some ppl only get one. and dont even get a ****in penny for it