It is not living in fear.
It is protecting my family.
I do not know if you have a child Killa.
But for a brief explanation I'll make a point.
I live in a fairly upscale neighborhood. Not too far from the highway.
Recently a police persuit ensued off the highway close to my home.
The defendant in the matter exited the highway on my exit, entered my neighborhood.
Then broke into a house not too far from mine and held the family hostage at gunpoint before giving up.
I work odd hours.
I would be damned if I myself was unable to protect my family.
Or my Family be able to protect themselves.
Like I stated before I am not sitting here trying to walk around with a gun with a g unit chain on.
My motivations are purely of a different nature.
It is not that my hands cannot do the talking, but when the other person is armed a little bit better than yourself.
I would rather not see my family harmed in front of my face with little to nothing to do about it.