whenever i have pressure to deliver, i deliver. that's the way my mind works and it's probably born out of the fact that i don't like letting people down and i certainly don't like letting myself down. another word closely related to pressure is probably 'deadline' and when i was young it was word that filled me with fear. i used to miss all deadlines, but you soon find out you don't get asked to do stuff again if you miss them. deadlines and pressure are something that can bring order to a more spontaneous life and i for one am very spontanous person - meaning that if i didn't have them i wouldn't get anything done.

last year after a drunken conversatiion with someone in brazil Chrissi and i agreed to do a PA for them. i really didn't realise the 6 months of hard work involved but cause we had a deadline, it HAD to get done. now, looking back, we were working until the very last minute in the hotel room but it was the most amazing feeling at the end of it. real achievement. if i hadn't of had that pressure, i wouldn't be telling you this story now.

the downside of pressure and deadlines for me is that you don't get things done to 100% of your ability. it's always 99%. it's like you're handing in your work happy but wishing you had an extra few hours. but maybe that's me and the fact i'm always juggling 70 balls at one tiime hehhe but hey, at least it's done :)