Your good man, I don`t think you`ve lost face here so it`s all cool, I apologise for not being a little more clear in my wording (I never use the damn preview button). We all over react from time to time, and there`s no need to dissapear dude, I think most here know you got a big heart and strong passion.
And for you in regards to the craft I say
"A brother may not always see his brother eye to eye in all points, but all things can still be on the level, and carried out fair and square"
The craft does not make us perfect, but merely points us the path to improvement and enlightenment.