Dj Amok's going to die????

[Dustin Zahn]

hope you get well!

[Sunil]

hope you get well!

Me too.

[The Overfiend]

Yeah feel better man

[DJAmok]

Thanks guys, really appreciate your support. It feels good to know there are people who care

In a few hours we will know more.

I just hope it´s not what I think it is.

[eyes without a face]

best wishes mate, youl be fine just you wait and see

respect

[observer]

ok, u can die, after that you came to Brazil....

Nice one mate?

[Col]

i keep getting the feeling that the title of the post was a little unsensitive.

[Col]

i keep getting the feeling that the title of the post was a little unsensitive.

insensitive sorry

[CULeX]

U'll get better

There are lots of fresh brains u have to play with ;)

[Spirit.]

ok, u can die, after that you came to Brazil....

by the way, when you will come play here ???

we r waitng for you and sven...

Yeah! Many people are waiting Amok and Sven here in Brazil!!!

Long life to Amok! Long life to the Hard techno!!

[MARKEG]

I can't believe the insensitive topic heading.. wow. talk about being upfront. Anyway, now we know, I just want to extend all my simpathies in your direction Ben and wish you all the best. Unfortunately I feel life is already preprogrammed and what will be will be. You can't help things, you HAVE to deal with them and move on. Think positive no matter what the outcome, my thoughts are with you man.

[go|plastic]

Yeah, the topic title is totally not cool... put yourself in his place - logging on to a board and reading something like that...

Anyway, my best wishes go out to you Amok - get well soon!!!

[JACKSTAR]

Sorry to hear about your illness mate, i'm sure everything will sort itself out and we'll be hearing your stomping music for many many years to come.

Onwards and upwards for sure.

P.

ps - give me your address i've got JKS008 to send you.

[aphex_hn]

get well soon amok,best wishes...

[fifoo]

Heh, if i believed the rumors jeff mills died 10times, clarke5x ..... :clap:

[e-phoria]

This is very bad news... I hope that you get well soon man! You're the BEST hard-techno dj and it will be very sad if you cant play in clubs anymore. Lets just hope that it's not something serious :roll:

cheers!

[StoQ]

damn, sorry to hear about troubles, also sorry 4 stupid topic,
i wish i could be here in neuroshocked when u smashed the ground a few weeks ago!

[Gloomy]

Hope u get better man!

best wishes ;)

[DJAmok]

Ok, I was at the doc´s today, here´s what came out:

I got some rather stressful symptom with my liver. It´s a birth defect and it´s not cureable, however, this is NOT related to my breathing problems.

It doesn´t actually do much, except that it can cause my skin to go yellow at times and it makes my piss dark, but that´s about it. I won´t die one day earlier because of it.


My thyroid is ok (thank god )


I´ve got a cirus in my gut, which together with this liver thing is causing me severe pain.

I´ve got some infection in my throat, which has caused quite a swelling. That was why I had trouble breathing lately. Luckily that has gone back, should be ok in a week.

And now the worst part: I´ve got extremely dry and sensitive tissue in my neck and lung, which makes me an easy target for air pollution.... in other words cigarette smoke. Usually I can take it to a certain degree but in some clubs I will need either an asthma spray or an oxygen mask. How far this will affect my future as a dj; I don´t know. I´ll take the spray along the next gigs and see how it works. If not, I´ll need the silly mask :roll:
(Either that or those lazy-ass european bums finally get their asses in gear and put a ban on smoking in clubs and bars.... yeah right, like that´s ever gonna happen. )



Anyways: The good news of the day is, I´m not gonna die ;) and I will continue my labels, my producing and as far as goes my djing. I am not giving up that easily

[DJAmok]

oh and one more thing...... no more rumors please ;)