i hate being sick. i am like a ****ing monk over here, no drink, no smoking, stuck at home in bed drinking water and eating chicken soup, jello and soda crackers. i got some more meds yesterday but the shit still hurts and makes it hard to get up from bed to get shit done. i got a show on friday and if i get enough ppl i can pay to move the fam to a new apartment closer to my office and the train station, buy some food for the fridge and get more meds. just trying to take it easy til friday, do the show and pay for the move. STRESS!!! fell behind on my rent when i was in hospital now i got to move!!!